Miss the one
I am so addicted with the one…I was always keep judge myself in very practical way.But when facing him,I lose all empirical sense…
How intimated feeling,expectation I do…
When after off work so late,on a way,I am like a shadow floating on air…And big wave inside of my mental.Try to touch him in my mind.i hope I can be a bird…standing on a apple tree,He would be creat artworks in a garden.And I was stand up at top of his head,singing for him in a sun afternoon.He is happy,eating a apple and look at me,smiling…
Artsy work of chewing gum in office chair;p
Raz and me.he is going back to Israel.my best friend.maybe last dinner with him.but I like him so much.so handsome artist in china.lots of memory with him.
My pain august for tiring job …
Kisse Lambe || Sukhwinder Singh
I know Satie…
In this world.Some one u must to know.No matter he is well know or not,dead or live.No matter which country he is from.
I do not know history of music.My habbit is that,sometimes,when I meet with some music I like.I just listen and then I dont used to check who did it.I remebered when I was in individul museum,every day,There is some classic music always keep circling.I know the owner of that museum she has the musician american husband.Some music was chosed by her husband.Every day,I was just sitting there,listening few classic music.Then a day passed slowly.
I am impressived by the one short tunes from the one of circling music.Half an year since I left that museum,I dont listened that tune.
Last day,I know Satie,His Vexations.I like it to be the one cirling sounds in my ear.Today I searched his all music.I finially know Gnossienne no.1.It is the tunes I listened in that museum.
As the chinese,Some I should know and in my life I can meet,obbession with it.I feel so thankful for my lucky destiny.
I saw how selfish of someone who i always think they are my best friends.
Sport’s Illustrated US, 1992
Model : Paulina Porizkova
magazine,any poster.They beauty women who they are shooting.And told people how beautiful life and fresh body.This is just the shit chating for normal person.
Darkness never gone
I am so sad today,this is would never happen in my life like today.She is the crazy women….which first time I feel am sad for me and for her.The girl do not know what is should have meaning if she do in her life.
Everything is no meaning.and empty.It is not respect for her.But it is hard to handle this kinda of dramatic queen.She like the jumping deer.When every person enjoy at party.She would be very nervous and looking around who has purpose on her.
In my life.This is the first time I feel I should be like the slave and puppet.Living for food and new room for myslef.I want to leave this everything alone.I am always keep looking for free.But I am not the bird who can live in golden cage or any job like this kinda of puppet.No myslef.And even one email.I can not do anything.
Here this is city is so cold.I feel it and I feel I am going stronger and colder too.I feel someday I would despressed and jump from this window soon.Say goodbye for this shit life and cold far person.
My life is full of nothing.Empty.And I can not go back to live with my family which my treasure.Just keeping going alone and dead on my way.
In fufure,I would no energy to feel love and have any feeling.This city told me.no U can’t.Be good listener.Be logic.on purpose.give up yourslef.
Then u get everything bec of first lose everything about yourslef….